i am finally putting my hands up, sumusuko na ako at iwawagayway ko na ang puting bandila ko. saan? haha. sa pag-ayos ng walang-hiyang layout ng blog ko. kaya, gumawa ako ng bago sa blogdrive. kasi sabi nga ni ate k, mas madali daw dun. kaya, ito naman ako, lipat na! haha!
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"i am definitely looking forward to this..."
pucha! yan ang una kong reaksyon matapos mabasa ang ilan lamang sa sangkatutak na tulang natagpuan ko sa blog ng babaeng hindi ko man lang kilala...
kasi naman parang ang galing niya. haha. parang lang?? pero seryoso na. ang galing niya talaga. yung tipong pag binasa mo yung mga tula, parang ikaw na siya. gets? mararamdaman mo talaga yung mga saloobin at kulo ng kalamnan niya! magaling, sobrang galing.
hindi lang iyon, mabibighani ka pa sa husay niya sa pag-esplika ng mga bagay na hindi ko kayang intindihin. yung mga bagay-bagay na matapos ang 17 taon ay ngayon pa lang ako naliliwanagan dahil na rin sa gabay niya. oha, sinong mag-aakala na isang misteryosong nilalang ang makakapagpaunawa sa akin ng mga bagay na dati ko pa pilit iniintindi. mga bagay na may kinalaman sa akin pero hindi ko naman talaga inakalang mas mapapadali ang paghinga ko kung mas maiintindihan ko sila.
tapos ito pa, astig talaga siya. dahil matapos ko basahin ang mga tula niya, ninais ko na sana ako na lang ang nagsulat ng mga iyon. kasi naman, yung mga pinapahiwatig niya ay mga bagay na matagal na ring kumukulo sa kailaliman ng aking budhi. mga bagay na matagal ko ng gustong pasabugin ngunit hindi ko kaya at hindi ko alam kung paano. pero siya, nagawa niya. kaya astig siya.
kaya ngayong gabi. at sa mga susunod pa. ito lang ang nasisiguro ko. ako ay maglalaan nga panahon para sa pagbabasa ng kanyang mga obra.
luna, pambihira ka!
bago ko mag-inarte, 2 of my good friends finally decided to create their own blog. here:
ate k's
cha's
i've only listened to this once and i fell in love with it. ganun naman talaga minsan di ba? and because it's too perfect for you, you wonder if it was specially made for you. pero siyempre, alam mong hindi at nag-ffeeling ka lang. haha.
"...Honestly what will become of me
I don't like reality
It's way too clear to me
But really life is daily
We are what we don't see
We missed everything daydreaming
Flames to dust
Lovers to friends
Why do all good things come to an end
Travelling I always stop at exits
Wondering if I'll stay
Young and restless
Living this way I stress less
I want to pull away when the dream dies
The pain sets it and I don't cry
I only feel gravity and I wonder why..."
-nelly furtado
i realized one thing today..
..after receiving a random text message from my loser. tama nga naman, we indeed have the power to make each day better than yesterday.
so i'm off to a fresh start tomorrow. yey! haha. =D
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TO MY BEST FRIEND:
yes hunnie, it's over. ininom ko na lahat ng "water". haha
i said in my previous entry that i was not ready for school yet but i think i'd be just fine. the "water" i was talking about turned out to be great! haha. read between the lines. basta, i am happy. very happy.
in life, we don't always get what we want. but one thing's for sure. despite all the disillusionments, we live for the magic of it and sometimes after a long wait...
... FIND IT!
"...all of the moments that already passed
We'll try to go back and make them last
All of the things we want each other to be
We never will be
And that's wonderful, and that's life
And that's you, baby
This is me, baby
And we are, we are, we are, we are
Free
In our love
We are free in our love"
*****
"Truth is a great flirt." – Franz Liszt
I am so not ready for school yet. My brain's still in its brain-dead mode. Today, I was not able to absorb anything from any of my classes because I can’t help but let my mind fly off to wherever it wants. Super sabaw feeling.
And shit! my body hurts like hell. like almost every inch of me is stinging with every little move i make. especially my legs! oh well, that's what happens after a three-day trip with friends. it was suppossed to be a time for leisure but ended up to be torture. haha. just kidding. but hell, it was agonizing, all the walking, running and the sweating. but it was all worth it. i guess, my sore legs are all i can whine about and the rest is either really, really wonderful or in a way bearable!ö
ten nice things/people i like about this year's team building seminar:
☺ the location: caylabne bay
☺ the food: the bread and the butter
☺ the clowns: idol and "ruffa mae"
☺ the performance: the seniors' hiphop presentation
☺ the game: the drink or no drink challenge
☺ the mode of transportation: bus #2
☺ the bedroom: pearl 504G
☺ the princess: allie tutay
☺ the tour guide: ate suzette
☺ the goodies: loot bags
five most outrageous things that i witnessed:
5. professors gone wild
4. mama ebid's oh-so hot moves on stage
3. ate k dancing with the mic stand
2. kariz's initiation exercise
the most extreme is smashing and a winner by knockout, but at the same time made us sick and want to throw up the very instance we saw it...
1. i have to give this to all the freshly baked dung on our way to the bonifacio shrine. haha
the past three days have been very electrifying. i have been through a whirlwind of emotions! And now my mind's flying off to situations that I wish could've happened or will happen. It's actually my favorite hobby. Well, next to watching TV and listening to music. It’s my guilty bliss since after i snap back to reality; i'll just realize that none of them are most likely going to happen unless I make the first move, which will never happen! So here I am, still waiting and hoping…
I choose to end this entry with one word, WATER Only me, my best friend and God know why.
we spent the past few days playing cards. haha, it's strange how nonsensical bored people can get. that they would dance "boom tarat tarat", pretend like a superhero and imitate kris aquino's "deal or no deal" in front of many people. hahaha.
then i witnessed an old woman claiming to have psychic powers figure out who took my aunt's money. it was really weird. it freaked the hell out of me.
truly,halloween is one of my favorite holidays ever. not because of the costumes, the trick-or-treating or many other traditional Halloween activities. simply because i enjoy sleeping at our mausoleum. haha. but seriously,it gets me more connected to my chinese roots as well.[because of all the customs we have to follow]
this is the first halloween we spent without my grandmother. it still sucks that she's gone but like what my chemical romance said:
"We'll carry on
We'll carry on
And though you're singing, god believe me
Your memory will carry on
You'll carry on
And though you're broken and defeated
Your weary widow marches on!"
we miss you grandma. :C
*fergie, ang cool ng party mo. haha. dahil sa fishnet mo. haha. and of course because of the rocking impromptu performances. hahaha!
after the heart-thumping moments, natapos din. pero promise, di ako kinabahan nung andun na tayo sa gitna. it was really a dream come true, and i love you fergie for making it happen. c:
then, i reunited with my "nay2 and tay2". Yung dalawang yun, pinapabayaan na lang yung anak nila. Haha. [kleiw and mina, i missed you both.]
☺☺☺*i love you fergie, naenar and gee.*☺☺☺
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